Yesterday, I caught a glimpse of myself. I wasn’t sure if I was broken, remembering all the unspoken lies. Relieved, that the pressure is much calmer now. But I just can’t bring myself to care at all about the ways I’ve let you down. One more day to try and clean this mess up. The only thing I’ll never do is the only thing you just want me to do-- retreat. This time I’ve found a way to reach all the things I’m hiding from me, the detailed plans of revenge and deceit. And through my eyes you finally fall apart. Time, a statement under weight, through and through until change is claimed. My eyes will make you fall apart. Because I won’t start to breathe until the pain it overcomes me. Because my eyes will make you fall apart. Indecision clouds your vision. Because my eyes will make you fall apart.